VAGUE IMAGINATION



I set a fire between the dusts

The morning sun drinks from the stars
I set a question on into my sky
Soft ray glossy bay enchanted dreams, laugh out alright

Oh! How I wonder an alter monsoon
Be light the dark into a well as dungeon
Deep down I smile as a cupid just in chains
Rumors all strikes into my head, decisive

Oh no what’s this? I caught into the spider web
Could I be found into these dreams?
How I could run like I fly to the air
And show thee what it like is to be
A handful heart full of gold

शिवटाण्डव स्तोत्रम्: Shiva Tandav Stotram

||श्रीगणेशाय नमः ||

जटा टवी गलज्जल प्रवाह पावितस्थले, गलेऽवलम्ब्य लम्बितां भुजङ्ग तुङ्ग मालिकाम् |
डमड्डमड्डमड्डमन्निनाद वड्डमर्वयं, चकार चण्डताण्डवं तनोतु नः शिवः शिवम् ||१||

जटा कटा हसंभ्रम भ्रमन्निलिम्प निर्झरी, विलो लवी चिवल्लरी विराजमान मूर्धनि |
धगद् धगद् धगज्ज्वलल् ललाट पट्ट पावके किशोर चन्द्र शेखरे रतिः प्रतिक्षणं मम ||२||

धरा धरेन्द्र नंदिनी विलास बन्धु बन्धुरस् फुरद् दिगन्त सन्तति प्रमोद मानमानसे |
कृपा कटाक्ष धोरणी निरुद्ध दुर्धरापदि क्वचिद् दिगम्बरे मनो विनोदमेतु वस्तुनि ||३||

लता भुजङ्ग पिङ्गलस् फुरत्फणा मणिप्रभा कदम्ब कुङ्कुमद्रवप् रलिप्तदिग्व धूमुखे |
मदान्ध सिन्धुरस् फुरत् त्वगुत्तरीयमे दुरे मनो विनोद मद्भुतं बिभर्तु भूतभर्तरि ||४||

सहस्र लोचनप्रभृत्य शेष लेखशेखर प्रसून धूलिधोरणी विधूस राङ्घ्रि पीठभूः |
भुजङ्ग राजमालया निबद्ध जाटजूटक श्रियै चिराय जायतां चकोर बन्धुशेखरः ||५||

ललाट चत्वरज्वलद् धनञ्जयस्फुलिङ्गभा निपीत पञ्चसायकं नमन्निलिम्प नायकम् |
सुधा मयूखले खया विराजमानशेखरं महाकपालिसम्पदे शिरोज टालमस्तु नः ||६||

कराल भाल पट्टिका धगद् धगद् धगज्ज्वल द्धनञ्जयाहुती कृतप्रचण्ड पञ्चसायके |
धरा धरेन्द्र नन्दिनी कुचाग्र चित्रपत्रक प्रकल्प नैक शिल्पिनि त्रिलोचने रतिर्मम |||७||

नवीन मेघ मण्डली निरुद् धदुर् धरस्फुरत्- कुहू निशीथि नीतमः प्रबन्ध बद्ध कन्धरः |
निलिम्प निर्झरी धरस् तनोतु कृत्ति सिन्धुरः कला निधान बन्धुरः श्रियं जगद् धुरंधरः ||८||

प्रफुल्ल नीलपङ्कज प्रपञ्च कालिम प्रभा- वलम्बि कण्ठकन्दली रुचिप्रबद्ध कन्धरम् |
स्मरच्छिदं पुरच्छिदं भवच्छिदं मखच्छिदं गजच्छि दांध कच्छिदं तमंत कच्छिदं भजे ||९||

अखर्व सर्व मङ्गला कला कदंब मञ्जरी रस प्रवाह माधुरी विजृंभणा मधुव्रतम् |
स्मरान्तकं पुरान्तकं भवान्तकं मखान्तकं गजान्त कान्ध कान्त कं तमन्त कान्त कं भजे ||१०||

जयत् वदभ्र विभ्रम भ्रमद् भुजङ्ग मश्वस – द्विनिर्ग मत् क्रमस्फुरत् कराल भाल हव्यवाट् |
धिमिद्धिमिद्धिमिध्वनन्मृदङ्गतुङ्गमङ्गल ध्वनिक्रमप्रवर्तित प्रचण्डताण्डवः शिवः ||११||

स्पृषद्विचित्रतल्पयोर्भुजङ्गमौक्तिकस्रजोर्- – गरिष्ठरत्नलोष्ठयोः सुहृद्विपक्षपक्षयोः |
तृष्णारविन्दचक्षुषोः प्रजामहीमहेन्द्रयोः समप्रवृत्तिकः ( समं प्रवर्तयन्मनः) कदा सदाशिवं भजे ||१२||

कदा निलिम्पनिर्झरीनिकुञ्जकोटरे वसन् विमुक्तदुर्मतिः सदा शिरः स्थमञ्जलिं वहन् |
विमुक्तलोललोचनो ललामभाललग्नकः शिवेति मंत्रमुच्चरन् कदा सुखी भवाम्यहम् ||१३||

इदम् हि नित्यमेवमुक्तमुत्तमोत्तमं स्तवं पठन्स्मरन्ब्रुवन्नरो विशुद्धिमेतिसंततम् |
हरे गुरौ सुभक्तिमाशु याति नान्यथा गतिं विमोहनं हि देहिनां सुशङ्करस्य चिंतनम् ||१४||

पूजा वसान समये दशवक्त्र गीतं यः शंभु पूजन परं पठति प्रदोषे |
तस्य स्थिरां रथगजेन्द्र तुरङ्ग युक्तां लक्ष्मीं सदैव सुमुखिं प्रददाति शंभुः ||१५||

"Talk to me!!

"Talk to me!! 

Coz my ears are enthralled to your voice!

Touch me, I want to feel how life feels like again! 

Wipe me lenses clean, I want to see how this world looks like again! 

Walk with me, i want to know how it feels like to be in good company! 

Yeah... Talk to me"

Dear Sunday

Dear Sunday, come with early breeze
With a mild temperate sun
Breached with lavender incense
With a lovely bell that chime
And a smile, running down the face

Come with patience and with pace
And with prophecy running life's race
No bruises but with random perky day
Karma running through the time
If the day we say be yours' and mine
Give an afternoon full of job
And the launch your tummy can rob
Then the projects on and on
Until the evening brings another dusk
Make me able; a legacy that's must
And the evening that greets the day
And the tiredness fulfills the dusk grey
At home bring something to rejoice
Make happiness everyday's choice
And the night to spend with sleep; an ace in the dice






© Abinash Parajuli
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Rain


When it rains, my heart beholds
A child inside of me awakes
Sweet nostalgia,
Breaking all melancholy, 
With music in its gush,
And the smell of fresh new earth,
An ecstasy of God,
An inbound romanticism
With million garlands of divinity,
I find serenity in your arms dear mother love. 



Metaphor of Time



I sold my soul to the devil
For a couple of grams
Of happiness
Of a couple of delusive days

I sold it to him; the devil
For my unitary moment of hallucination
I, with a world within
I, a world without

I sold my soul to devil,
I was promised, it was a paradise,
Indeed it was up to then,
Time is a thief. Time you old gypsy man

One morning I woke up,
Time was late,
The world I live in was
The flipside of what it should have been

Now that I sit by writing
A metaphor of time,
How I prayed the hallucinations
Were chaotic the first time



© Abinash Parajuli

Wish you were here



You are my tree
Calm summer shade
I feel like sleeping
All life through

You are my sun
Lighting up my life
I feel like being
To divine Paradise

When I think about you now and then
Still; In mind Frames
I get a glimpse of Joy
How I wish were here.

SLEEPLESS



How long will the day last?
With the cold black sun 

Turns to the grey mountain
Leaping to the cymetry of past

How long shall the future unfold?
With the pale white hope 
Mourns to the coal black moss and mould 
Creeping to the end of the legends untold

Thoughts

When I die 
Shed no tears, 
I know you wont 
A pain inside your heart 
Revealed and fixed up 
Wished to be a pain in thy 
Heart I failed 
The pile of my funeral fire 
Lights up your life



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Broken



"I see the smell of her body
I taste the fear of her mind
I feel the sound of her screams
I smell the tears of your screams
I'm everyday rapist of your dreams"



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