DILEMMA

The state of complete dilemma Confusion of love, against friendship! Entangled with the eternal memories, last forever Memories that mesmerize my mind, each day or the other Happiness to one, tears for the other Victory of one, the loss to other's? Misty eyed with your thoughts, always moist and red Thoughts that made me numb, precisely paranoid, not to forget Nostalgic memories deep inside, absurd fellings Traced in my mind, forever just falling Dreams not to bloom again, shaded thoughts enchanted Seeds of hope all escaping...

“May be…………… Memories”

May be we are right And may be we are not May be I need you so And may be you need me not That was what I thought To my horror, I cried and screamed To my agony, I felt and dreamed To the kingdom of heaven, I’ll see you May be I’m just a faggot, I’ll be life’s due Second dream crushed before the first one Second stanza’s true, first is a hope And I’m in dilemma rather than you know May be I’m all wrong’ I’ll say before you go A candle, A PAPER, and smile on your face Unconditional happiness, I could feel loving race Now the candle is dead, “THE...

"Emptiness"

At night I hear a whisper that shouts And turns into darkness, screams aloud. And the sun that hides and mourns into rain And the blood that falls from eye with pain. The darkness that’s immense too dense and shallow The heart that’s lonely and the heart that’s hallow With each ounce of pain that tender a blunder And the devil that dances in victory’s surrender And the voices that echoes in gardener’s race Where all thy fellows they rest in peace Where an owl that fetch its prey in light And yours is mine, bloods thirsty divine. And I fetch...

Eternal pain

Eternal pain Uncharacterized Mind demise Unforeseen circumstances Grief and grace all comes in a bundle Sad departure of pretty teen mind Men’s aligned together On a single file procession Of an illegal Death of mine Brain dead Rumble, Merely emotions Come to an end. Out in a faraway land There rose no sign of hope No peace of mind…………………clashes Generally Deactivating………………..merchandising Extreme Emotions Jesus you are dead Jesus you are dead You have no right to lend me, A merciful fate Extra optimism Just ended in pessimists Generally, When it’s...

To Divinity

In the summer time when the moon drops Falls on roses Feels like fresh spiritual eternity When the chirping birds get their First worms enough Feels like motherly care Every moments rejoice the day On cool summer shade Feels like vanity sun Pink emotions that recalls Cool spring breeze And the sick Nirvana That surrenders in enchanting Blaze of supernova To divinity. Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. sucidal-langoor.blogspot....

Rock Bottom

The number of beast Were in countdown To extinction When I was born in here The beauty of croc And the love of vulture That preys a decent meal And I say Rock Bottom Rock Bottom Rock Bottom Rock Bottom Rock Bottom Rock Bottom Hell yeah!! Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. sucidal-langoor.blogspot....

What If

The colors of life If ended in vain, What fantasy I might gain. Deep mourn will go away Extravagance of joy and pain On the way Where I used to walk Off goes the thorn Replaced with fame The colors of rain If dissolved in light What fantasy then You might gain Cold winter will go away Happiness of winter rain The road where I used to walk Glitter with all that shines The insight of an honest heart Will stay with a life, That’s mine. The colors of life If ended in rain What fantasy I might gain Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. sucidal...

"You"

The more I see its Darkness that hides With rage and regret And that crucify your thoughts And asks if ‘you’ can Free yourself from scavengers all around Whether love that ‘you’ need Or lust that ‘you’ want And rest with all Those disguise your feelings And chartered in to grief That surrenders…………….. Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. sucidal-langoor.blogspot....

"Thank you"

Each day I thank god for all the pain he has given me Each day I thank god for all the sufferings he has given me Each day I thank god for all the hater he has for me I thank you a lot just show these days a bit more Almighty father what you’ve got for me is less than I deserve Give me something that you give to your hated ones Blow the stores of your extreme extremities on me And when it’s all over I’ll thank you again till the end Each day you hate me is the day I thank you a lot And if possible I will believe you someday Copyright ©&ⓟ....

"For the love of father"

Naked dreams, Covered by curtains And the crimson tide That’s high enough To drown all your dreams forever Ancient pictures, faces calling you Innocent killings Betrayal, Burning within the flames Shaded into fountain rain Let your dreams be free For the love of father Aim high, Live free, Said this idiot poet In sub consciousness To the mass of conscious philosophers Where the end comes to your funeral fire Live your dreams to your height Talk to your eternal spiritual divinity For the love of father No doves fly this day, Burning flames within...

Men

I see your face plain, Clear and trimmed But I can’t see The beast inside you I see you be kind and caring But I can’t see The killer attitude inside you I think a thousand times, If that’s you I see But I can’t think What you are up to I see no tales That tells we’re apart Yet, I see a sea With a drowning boat so far Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. sucidal-langoor.blogspot....

Truth

Unleash the pain inside you Coz my friend your pain is medicine for someone Unleash the happiness in you Coz my friend your happiness is pain for someone Retarded soul can do nothing wrong Coz my friend in this world You won’t find any well-wishers And the well-wishers who is for real Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. sucidal-langoor.blogspot....

“A warrior with bare hands can conquer the world”

I will set you free from scavengers all around I will safeguard your flesh from them Don’t feel pity for yourself I will set you free to your destiny Walk a step with me, you’ll know then “A warrior with bare hands can conquer the world” Feel your fear to your extreme limit, you’ll know Fear is mightier than tear that you shed everyday Say what you can set your fear free Coz scavengers don’t chew your flesh They gallop your fear with ounce of flesh Let go your fear, set yourself free, you’ll know Stare at your face each day to ask yourself Sadness...

ME

Wherever I may roam, I’ll always be myself Whatever I may do, I’ll never forgive myself Into an ocean I’m dropped as a pearl Ocean got a million pearls, how could any one find me Where bonds they detach with just a simple shock And the seismic waves to strike me times and again I got no chance and I got no choice May be god’s on war with me, just for a revenge And this day pass us, like the other one does And this time pass me by, like for no one it does It’s trying to break me into million pieces As for now I’m broken into just thousands Like...

DESTINY

A constant river flows down a deep gorge It’s destiny, just to reach a deep blue sea Hurdles as it pass by, destruction, sometimes Clinch down a million thirsty throats, passim At a border of mountain height, struggles and stare At the bank of plain, flows like a blanket of nature care To the stones, dare to overthrow, when I’m dared To the desert of null moisture, I’ll be a hope forever Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. sucidal-langoor.blogspot....

MERE LIGHT

Short struggle Fading with failure Results in a long run pain Ruptured heart Why won’t it fade out? Keeps on burning ablaze Over and over again Fallen life running from its image Being long and deserted Intense hopelessness Touches inside myself Why? Heat’s burning. Today once again Fighting with the past I’m waiting a mere light Swallowing drug dark as night I’m unconscious in the crowd. I don’t know, I won’t understand Deep is the cut I’ll say nothing, talk nothing. My nights, insomniac I don’t know, I won’t understand Hollow are the peaks Today...