Why am I?

I don’t know myself, what am I doing I’m best on doing what I really do, I loose I’m, whatever, I think I am, and I really exist No offence for whatever, I think I really am. Puppets stand, offshore, staring at me and I stoned Frozen summer into melting snows of hope Masked under a mask of what you really aren’t And the Valentines of 2009, rust you in pieces Don’t know who you really are to me, my life I, solid bones into lump of flesh, a heart and a mind Blackout! Watch back before you creep a step up Backlash and panting, fighting for nothing...