July 2009 ~ Abinash Parajuli's Emotions

Under water fall the god is bleeding From all his veins tonight Under deep blue sea the seahorse is riding A ball of fire tonight Under crescent moon the raven of love is howling Just to start a fight tonight That’s all under the moon a sober Drunk to immortal death besides a hollow tide tonight Under water fall the lords of love are bleeding From all their veins tonight Under subconscious mind a monkey of grief Is jumping to start over to end his life tonight Under chill cold summer avalanche The broken one is buried into the mass of snow tonight Under...

PRAYERS

Every song reminds me of my love, like always Every song relates me to those moments, like I’m drowned When I breathe, every air reminds me of what she owe me Every day reminds me of my life when I tried so hard and I fail What stories this story possesses? Me alongside Longing for the sun to shine on me some day I travail to smile, she ruptured my bleeding lips I gave up smiling; she crushed my heart gently into a crusher machine Now the heart is broken, yet it prays for you only Now minds are vacant, yet they think of you only Now this life...

VENGENCE

She mumbled at night with rage that strung her head It’s been a hectic day to revenge though I could smile But no, a day wasted without revenge and canopy covered smile Yes, carry on in your head. A princess to turn me beheaded She mumbled my revered life with a knife of hollow love And gestured my heart clinching her fist all at once and cloned And the midnight mare ruined the eyes. Yes red eye cried alone And banged her knee to my memories, evoking all I would have gained A queen of light, far beyond imagination, provoked him to die A coffin...

SHE LEFT

She left him when he needed her the most. That’s why he was silent. Silence is the greatest pain to mankind and is mostly dangerous and fatal to the weaker ones. He was weak. And some day he tried to commit suicide. And he failed for four times. Now he is on the run for the final one and he’s sure he won’t fail this time. He knew how to commit a successful suicide. He’s got a bottle of poison always with him. He’s started the habit to drinking alcohol. And he’s developed a habit of being fearless, not at least to die. Now he doesn’t feel pity for...

MEMORIES

Suffocation ablaze in thy heart ruptured yet beating Blur images soaked into summer rain just cheating Mesmerizing into minds running bleating numb and pleading I’m just sitting in my body waiting for my soul to fly away I am who I am knows not what I can be to I am And I learn what I learn all about learning nature Yet I can be who I should’ve been, not who I must be I’m just waiting in the earth, when no one walks out alive This world is living hell. Heaven I’ll see as I die Honesty and decency for love with purity Led to a hallow nightmare...

GOD IN MESS

1. There he was, standing on a stairway of a holy temple. He was deeply mourned by his past and present was entangled into the memories that often made him cry. It was early, so early morning that the doors of the holy temple were not even opened. He said “God, today it’s gonna be the worse day for you coz your first encounter is a mess with all life cursed.” When he looked at the sky, he could even see the full bright moon and tiny stars twinkling at their pride. Feels like they were so happy and when he looked at them for a long time they just...

A COMPLETE STRANGER

When a stranger is strange, don’t look into his eyes Those eyes red as blood just staring at minds And when a friend is a stranger……………….. Nothing looks alright, tits and bits of words Just scatter now and then with no reason to smile As you pass by, a complete stranger is never strange Words flow like ‘The Niagara Falls’, a million of those And some fly in the atmosphere of moisture And some scanty, once in blue moon, eyes And as you stop working on your minds alone Then once more to a complete stranger, you just vacant I think I’m a complete...

VAUGE IMAGINATION

I set a fire between the dusts The morning sun drinks from the stars I set a question on into my sky Soft ray glossy bay enchanted dreams, laugh out alright Oh! How I wonder an alter monsoon Be light the dark into a well as dungeon Deep down I smile as a cupid just in chains Rumors all strikes into my head, decisive Oh no what’s this? I caught into the spider web Could I be found into these dreams? How I could run like I fly to the air And show thee what it like is to be A handful heart full of gold Copyright ©&ⓟ. All rights reserved. ...

I WANT TO GET LOST INTO THE WILDS

Change your name your identity Money makes people cautious So I don’t need money Laughter of satisfaction Gives me truth, blood is hunger and thirst Drunk and got no idea what for I want to get lost I’m trying myself, not to be found Violence we are forced to witness Oh! You are just a melting summer Money leads to blindness Into the dunes I fly Choose between the unchooseable Power is an illusion All is not well for hippie perimeter I echo into the wild It’s funny how funny things happen at a particular time A murderer of every day’s truth Work...

Smile

When you smile, an angel smiles, may it be a killing one When you talk, a nightingale sings, sometimes I howl alone When you walk, a drunken snake, each move curved into fantasy When you cry, an innocent baby does, each tear rare as pearl When I smile, an eagle’s shout, loud shrill and unclear seismic When I talk, a stone to the rock, sometimes once in a while When I walk, head down to ground with guilt, each move regret a step When I cry…, each night It’s meant for you When the wind whispers holding my mind to the pace When the sun shines, each...

Psychic Panoroma

NIGHTMARE

Stone temple by a cemetery A crescent moon bleeding to the stars A naked tree scary as when the wind Howls into its bones Ruthless wind whistles by the ear And a shadow starts creeping Near to you as farther you go A racing heartbeat would bang With each whisper pass through the ear As the eyes starts to search where there’s no one Somebody please let me away through the path As when the winds laugh into my minds And a footstep follows me with no one behind I walk and run but why won’t this road end To the time where my life stats to fade I hear...

FADED LIFE

Raindrops keep falling in my head As I was creeping between the lines Blood droops keep falling to the ground As I was cutting my veins to bleed for your smiles Teardrops keeps falling down my eyes As I was lost into the memories of past Mere hope keep falling down my heart As I was sleepy into the death at last Pure prayer keeps falling down my lips As I was wiping down the love and grip Scanty life keeps falling to leap the death As true love keep failing down to my grave. Never ending nightmare keeps falling down to my dreams As each insomniac...

IT WILL BE YOURS

It will be yours what’s not. Why doth thee believe so? Tell my heart, why so determined My troubled heart, Is this love? Why doth thee live into my dreams? Tell it my heart, why you ask it to me? She is my way out, she is my goal She is my navy, she is my sea Tell it! How is this circumstance? Don’t know how far we’ve reached Walking into different ways My troubled heart, Is this love? . Why doth I always listen your stories? Someday these distances would lessen. You admire my heart, at your wish My wishes are sacrificed, no objections Why is this...

BE ADVISED

Why it hurts when you smile May be jealousy burns within, may be a closed file You won’t understand, where ever I may roam, can’t go home May be it’s about to end, I love you, if u can always welcome But be advised! It’s not for anyone else. Above us is sky; below me is some ground where I could stand In between I’m trapped into your vague memories that recall Now onwards I won’t recall them at all, keep yourself always firm The world is a mean place to be in, but my prayers will heal you all To get is a desire, wish to get you is pure yet dignified To...

AN ANNIVERSARY

AN ANNIVERSARY, To celebrate, With tears and pain, Agony and regret, Without smile and laughter, Guilt and prayers, Hope and dreams, Blood and memories!!! A vague and intense life, A cruel and hated god, With no or scattered aims, With prayers for future, To someone you love. For someone you’ll always love. What an anniversary? Day to remember, Forever in memories, A day to laugh out, Forever with fate, A day that disguise All emotions in tears, And last forever Till the day you die. Without knowing What went wrong? Nobody’s to tell Now onwards Life...

A DEAD WARRIOR

A dead warrior With a blunt sword In a war of immortals Yielding no blood Yet need to fight Just to stay Alive for a while, While life pass through And for the meantime A drought of blood in field Later, A flood of blood Flowing from all possible veins Hand cuff and chains Metal ball rolling in the ground As he walks with soldiers behind His ideology of war "A warrior with bare hands can conquer the whole world" Failed as he walks with weary head Fades as he's a war prisoner And rest his life would Remain besides bars in a dungeon Calling death...

Abinash Parajuli's Emotions

Finance

POEM IN NEPALI

poem in nepali

PSYSCHIC PANOROMA