SHE LEFT

She left him when he needed her the most. That’s why he was silent. Silence is the greatest pain to mankind and is mostly dangerous and fatal to the weaker ones. He was weak. And some day he tried to commit suicide. And he failed for four times. Now he is on the run for the final one and he’s sure he won’t fail this time. He knew how to commit a successful suicide. He’s got a bottle of poison always with him. He’s started the habit to drinking alcohol. And he’s developed a habit of being fearless, not at least to die. Now he doesn’t feel pity for his life. And some day may be within a couple of months or three he would get himself drunk, take all the sleeping tablets he had, drink all the poison he has and finally jump off a building. There won’t be anyone to cry for him if he does so and he knows he’ll do it for sure within some months. As for now he’s killing his time.
People won’t understand him. It’s just impossible to live without love that you used to get. An idiot is about die.
How would you feel when people once who used to love started hating you? And when people who once used to love you just don’t want to see your face any more, obviously you don’t want to live any more and when you can’t even die life would be just be a living hell. But he won’t live long for sure coz the countdown has already begun.


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